Wednesday, December 28, 2005

2005....

"Its been the best of times, and its been the worst of times"- Charles Dickens...
And i dont need to say much beyond that...

SOngs that Got me Addicted:
Two Steps Behind
Iris
King Of Pain
Aadat
Love will Never Lie

Books that left me Wanting More...
Angels and Demons
A Fine Balance

The One Element of survival
Street Theatre

Places where I loved Hanging Out:
Barista, SDA(for obvious reasons)
Pvr, Saket
my Place..with Friends
and yeah, of course.. College till 6 o' clock ;)

SOngs i Can Finally play on the Guitar
Everything i Do
Aap Jaisa Koi
Dooba Dooba(silk route)
Summer of 69( slow version)
the chorus of Who the f*** is Alice
..and some more am not very "perfect" at

Movies that i Watched:
No Entry
Salaam Namaste
Parineeta
(yea...i dont get to watch many movies)

One Resolution i kept up t0
Didn't shop much...*sniff*sniff*sniff

One Resolution I cn never Keep up t0
Minimising telephone conversations(esp when they're outgoing)

One Resolution I intend to Keep up to
Being true to the Person that i Am...

Things That Changed
Friendships
Likes and Dislikes(yeah..i like Rock music now and i Loveee Dogs.. )
Perceptions about Life and various Aspects of it
n yea...Time's changing too...

Things That Havent Changed a bit
My way of wasting time
My way of being as not-grown-up
My way of being so damn conscious about my hair
n yea...My "junk" eating habits...(but i've reduced on chocolates!)

The Present will soon become Past
And joys of today
Will become Memories of Tomorrow
Indeed, Time flies Fast

The people I meet Everyday
Will soon bid adieu
"We'll keep in touch"
-The words will ring in My ears
and Fade away when Msgs and Emails
become few...
The Present will soon become Past
Time surely, flies Fast

The rules will change
But the Game will be on
The players will have different strategies
But the Goal will still be the same
Perception, and Imagination-Wider in Range,
will be Parents to Ideologies
that will on millions, Reign.
The Present will soon Become the Past
Time, indeed, flies Fast

For us, The most Profitable Option
Is to Accept...
For only then will Peace be within,
-An unending satisFaction.
The Mantra is, "to move on"
And to remember that "Night is Darkest Before Dawn"
Each day will not be Happy..EachDay cannot be Sad
Its easier said, i know
'tis but the Universal Law
That the Only Thing Constant is Change...
Unpredictable as the Wind that will Blow
Adventurous as the Woods, in the Moonlit glow
Colourful as the Rainbow in the blue Sky
Beautiful as a Free Butterfly...
Is Life.

The Present will Soon become the Past
And Joys of Today
Will become Memories of Tomorrow
Indeed...
Nineteen years have Flown Fast!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry ChrisTmaS

I believe more than ever in Christmas Miracles...esp when my net connection improves all of a sudden and after a long wait blogger.com finally opens allowing me to vent out whatever hs been in store!!!
The last few days have been amazing..simply amazing...except for a few factors(that are best left unpondered upon)...at the srcc fest, teh columbus ride gave me a lot of food for thought...
Life is jus like a Columbus ride...one minute u're high up...and the next,u're heading downwards... also..the minute u feel like u're at yr lowest..whoom...you're pulled upwards...yeah.ok...lotsa unwanted crappy philosophy...
Met up with school-time buddies...had so much fun...esp coz tehy gave me a surprise! And what's best is that the term has come to an end with me clearing all attendance hurdles! yayy! i'm not short of attendance!!! thats what i like about my life..not attending classes thruoughout the year and still not having problems...touchhwood!!
Of course,studying for the exams is like something i'm getting myself tuned to now, its high-time!
Radhika created a lotta probs for mickey mouse in terms of attendance..hopefully she'll be allowed to give her exams...Or else, Goblin eyes and i have fultoo plans of bombarding Radhika's "palace"!(since she thinks she's Queen Antoniette...grrrr)

" I've shut my Eyes in Order to SEE"...
- now isnt that B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L?

Monday, December 19, 2005

Untitled...


The sky's overcast
With Clouds of Confusion
Its raining Thoughts
And Wetting the Character
There's a lot of Commotion
There's a lotta Silence
The silence is not Comfortable
And it feels ridiculous
There's a crowd of People
i See Nobody
Everybody ha surrounded Me
But i see Nobody
There's a lot of Openness
But there are far too many secrets
These secrets are not meant to be
But they exist- their Darkness lurking over me
I want to get out of this Problem
I want the COnfusion to End
But maybe i Jus understand what i want to understand
Or maybe i'm being made to understand
Something i dont wanna understand
This "understanding" is getting me Confused
...More and More Confused...
The sky is clear
The clouds are gone
Its not raining anymore
And i've started to feel Dry...


CoulD it Have been More EasiEr?

Mickey Mouse and I finalllyy Decided to go for "Harry Potter". We did make it to the hall...but not inside it. The show was housefull! Even in its last week! how crapppy is that! Anyways, we went for Lunch and Ice cream...and then things took a diferent turn..
Was supposed to meet Saloni at her bro's Reception party..cdnt make it...
Last night passed away in a blur... So much happened .. all of a Suddden!
Went to College around 12.30pm...its Sakshi's birthday...and we ended up in an argument! Dunno watsup with Sakshi and me ...
Saloni hasnt been around for some days now... and needless to say, i've missed her like Hell!
Got this sms...and i smile..knowing how true it is...

"Hating a hundred right persons will leave your Heart untouched...
But loving one Wrong person, will leave you Broken Hearted Forever!"

Christmas for me, has always been Special. But this time...I really Need a Christmas Miracle. A change in Spirit is what i'm Praying for...
Like Bimala once prayed to God(in Tagore's The Home and the World): "Can i not be reborn again?"

Its time for a Change...Its time for a New beginning...The trinkling(once melodious) sound of the Old bells have started to fade... As the minute hand keeps ticking away, i am reminded of the numerous books i'm supposed to be reading...i'm reminded of the sweet old memories that have turned sour,their rustiness haunting me day in and day out...i'm reminded of the Love that has been lost...and yeah... Will i Ever find it Again??

Monday, December 12, 2005

Basking in The WinTer Sun...

Life moves fast...very fast.. there is jus no speed limit to check its racy nature! The past few days have been quite a blur...SO much happens that i cant even stress one iota of my already small..(rather pea sized) brain to put them in words so i can blog it out and the ever complaining Mickey mouSe finds the much needed respite in her life by leaving comments! heeheh!

for one, there's this lil girl, Rajni...there's some construction going on in college- she's the labourer's daughter..cute..but verry chaloo... Mickey mouse is the one who made the great discovery! We took her around college, spoiling her with oranges,chips and chocolates..she came with me to class and i saw the eagerness with which she tried to learn. Her little, inquisitive(and unclean) hands flipped through the pages of my book...she grabbed my pen, looked up at me with her huge kohl smudged, eager(and naughty) eyes and said "haath pakro" (hold my hand).
Without giving it a second thought I decided to skip the precious notes that my teacher was discussing and started teaching her a,b,c...(the sweetheart teacher dint even mind)
...And since then, Rajni has made it a point to come up to me each day..that sweet smile of hers, her silly ways, and the way she bosses around sometimes...jus makes me smile...

Secondly, Mickey mouse and I are busy ruining each other's life by the amount of vella energy we exude. We cant stop wasting time! gawdd! Its a ritual for us to stay in college till 5.30- 6 pm...of course, trying our bestttt to Study(novels..not coursebooks)! The other day...we jus thought of going offff to south ex. Barely 15 mins later, we decided to go back to college! And on our way back we as usual were discussing SRCC and our obsession gave way to a hideous and maddening laughter(ok..i exaggerated a lil wee bit)!

And lastly, i havent started this 25 mark majjorlyy important assignment...plus some old forgotten memories have started to reappear again and as much as i hate to admit, its slightly affecting me! The i-dont-care attitude is jus a mere farce now..or so it seems...
i also realised that ive started giving too much importance to one person...and the very thought is jus Scaring me...yeah...it sounds silly and crappy...but Thats the way it is...

And now that my day has ended as morosely as possible, its hard to believe that i had had an amazing start!

Monday, December 05, 2005

DiffeRent StrokEs

Frustration, Irritation, Hopelessness, Indecisiveness, COnfusion, Optimism, Exhaustion, Happiness..Joy..Elation.. unbelievable pinnacles of Jubilation, not to forget a "mood upliftment"......those are ALL the emotions that were experienced within a period of almost 12 hours...

7.30 am: i receive a message- "we're not performing today...."- a real "i give up" type msg.
Result: i get irritated and call Neha..."wat the heck? why not? We will."

9:00 am: i reach college.Tanya,Vrinda,Mansi,Isha,Shazia,Moitreyi are ready to perform but some dont have the "kurta". neither do i. we Call neha..she hasnt got her costume either. We use Moitreyi and Tanya's cell as if they have free calls and "beg" ppl to perform but they are found to be adequate with the most perfect excuses(which piss offf the rest of us)

9:30 am: Sheena proclaims she will come only if we DECIDE whether we can perform or no! (As if Deciding was a minute's job)!

10:00 am: Neha comes with a depressingly disgusted look on her face...and apparently doesnt see any Point in performing coz the team's "going nowhere". We give her hope. Or so to say.

10:30 am: Akanksha decides to save the day by saying she will perform but we would have to be teh last ones to perform cz she needed to give a test(11-12). we are Relieved. Or so to say.

10.45 am: moitreyi and SHazia go to to their homes to get extra "kurtas"

11.00 am: Akanksha says the test has been postponed. 12:30 to 1.30. We possibly cannot wait. argument as to whether we should perform or not revives in full swing since now there are more members to participate.

12.00 noon: Moitreyi and Shazia return to the Confused State Of Affairs(quite usual within the Lakshya community). Sheena(Xena),the Warrior Princess arrives. wearing her costume. we tell her what she does not wish to hear. She gets mad at people. Or so to say.

12.15 pm: We engage ourselves in Eating. The best thing to do when u do not know what to do and the situation requires a certain degree of urgency in KNOWING what to do. We also get involved in frivolous talk, discuss past issues, future plans etc. Of course, we do that coz We have high regard for the Present moment of crucial decision making. Or so to say.

12.30 pm: We get ready to perform- witha team of 9 people, as against 14. We take a "lil" break as well.

1:00 pm: We realise the need to rehearse the sudden change in roles and scenes. We practice most sincerely. Or so to say.

1:20 pm: Akanksha is scheduled to finish her test in anotehr 10 mins. We "decide" to wait for her.

1:40 pm: Akanksha is delayed. We leave after receiving a Green signal SMS from her. We tell the Host team that we're stuck in traffick and will take 15 mins.( from south campus to north campus, i wonder howwww??!! ). We leave college...satisfied with the Decision. Or so to say.

We reach well in time and get ready. Competing teams comprise of 15 members. Gives me a fluttering stomach.Ditto with Sheena...for the first time in 2 years.

We give our best...and yeah...at the end are declared "winners"!!!!

.........................The outburst of happiness could have ensured "Best High JumperS"(if the category was existent) [BAD JOKE..i KNOW ]

4:30 pm: We go back to College...Jubilant as ever!

I reach home. And over a cuppa Coffee, I start to blog.

7:30 pm: I force a Smile at what i've Written and Call it a DAY!!!!

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

EverYthiNG Cancels Out.....It Reaaly DoES!

....And thats when i realise the importance of Mathematics in Life....

bEYOND BorDerss....

We had a performance at The British COuncil yesterday. whew! quite an experience i must say! It was organised by this group called Beyond Borders...interesting programme....
there were so many events tking place and so many stalls and all...there was one workshop kinda thingy where one was sposed to make up a poem using max 20 words....
it took Goblin Eyes, Mickey mouSe and my brain to come up with this:
Celebrating Life together
Beyond different Borders,
Sharing ideas, Understanding People...
cz Culture is Global.
i think it's Cute!

p.s- Life's sunny again...maybe coz MY perceptions about things and people have changed. i guess its time to grow...(i dont mean GROWing UP...cz that i will never.NEVER)

Sunday, November 27, 2005

BeinG a KiD ?!?!?!??!!



I dont understand why nobody feels like watching Harry Potter!! n Mickey Mouse... i shall murder u!!

Growing old is Mandatory...Growing up is definitely Optional!!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

HappY BirThdaY to ME!

All's well that end's well...

The Day ended as beautifully as is could...
shivali,aditya,supriya and nisha...they jus made my day so damnn memorable....this is something dedicated to them:


In life we come across some people
who change our lives before we realise it
Its impossible to forget them
In life we come across some people
who reach for our hand and touch our hearts
Its impossible to then, live without them
In life we come across some people
who in their own simple ways
make us feel so special
Its impossible to just "thank" them
In life....we come across a lotta people
but only a Few stay back with us...
And with them...
Nothing seems Impossible....

Its a birthday that holds such special memories....such moments that i will cherish forever... Words will never be enough to describe the kinda Fun that i had and thats the reason that i havent blogged the details of the "event"...!!!

p.s- (in alphabetic order) :
Aditya=u're the best when it comes to "beautifying" a CCD table!
Nisha= Silliest sweetheart who exists...i can never decide if i wanna kill her or jus Kick her!!!!
Shivali= Even the best compliment wd be an understatement...yea...jus the sight of u running makes me SMILEEEEE ...hehehehehe
Supriya= wellllllllll.......ahem ahem ahem........ u always ..allllwaysss know wats goin on in my mind( or rather heart)...dont ya??
..........And Akanksha...babes...wish u cd make it....n i know u were involved in all this :P

Thursday, November 24, 2005

........!@#$%^&*..........

i dont know whether to be happy or sad....
its my birthday tmro...and for the first time in 19 years...am not excited...not even the least bit.
the Fest got over yestterday...and till yesterday evening everything was good...until my lovely mom ruined it all...
i dont even feel like typing down the details anymore....eyes are jus too tired and swollen up...

wish i cd go off to someplace faaaarr....
IF THIS ISNT LIFE, WAT IS?!!!!??!!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Yet AnoTher HoAx!!!

The Lakshya Times
In yet another incident, Lakshya witnessed a hoax birthday alarm yesterday. Almost a year ago, a group member had casually stated that it was her birthday(during a "performance" trip). Sentiments overflowed and the group diverted all its energies and contacts in getting a Pizza(instead of cake, cz the plc was unknown) and decorated her room with candles only to find out that it was false alarm.
In a strikingly familiar manner, Priya, another group member mentioned that it was her birthday. This time, in an effort to get everything right, Lakshya ordered a YUMMYYY cake from Cafe Coffee Day. After the usual "happy birthday" song, Priya, with a stunned expression on her face went on to say the most dreaded, not to mention dangerous words: "its not my birthday today" .....................................................................................................
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The group then celebrated my b'day 6 days in advance!


p.s- Lakshya-e-Tayyeba, the infamously famous witchy group needs no reason whatsoever to Party and not Practice. Their mission- to do away with any sorta "bad mood swings". Yesterday, once again, they accomplished heights of Success by ruining the Perfectly Horrible day that i was having! (thanks to the silly haircut thats makin me feel like a 6- yr old)

Thursday, November 17, 2005

CareLeSS WhiSpERs???

"for my sweetheart:

well i just want to say thanks to the sweetheart of lakshya.its like lakshya widout medhavi=ur favourite dessert widout chocolate syrup and nuts!!
u sure dont like it that way!!do u??"

thats something mansi wrote to me today....Was feelin realll low...and this msg...jus gave me the upliftment i needed!
Thanksssss mannzzziiii :) :) :)


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

The onLY ThinG ConStAnt is ChangE

i was jus thinking(something i jus should not do!)....

So much changes, so much happens...within a day..n we dont seem to realise that the day is over!
Till yesterday, there was a person who cared a lot about me...maybe today that person doesnt...
till yesterday, there was a person who I cared a lot about...and today..i jus dont....
till yesterday, there were promises of always being together....
And today...well...maybe everything does happen for the best...but we never realise it...until the day it stops mattering...
Around me, there's so much happening
but i hardly seem to take notice...and the by the time i do...
Someone passes me by, touches me in a way so special, makes me smile..but i dont know "WHO"!!
An obliviousness seems to take over me...i struggle...n i knw...one day...one day...
i will have my answers and once again...I'll have more than words could ever say.....
coz no matter what happens, the Love will always stay....

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

ChAay-KnEEs!!!

Learn Chinese in 5 minutes (You MUST read them out loud)

1) That's not right ........................ Sum Ting Wong

2) Are you harboring a fugitive?............. Hu Yu Hai Ding

3) See me ASAP................................ Kum Hia Nao

4) Small Horse .............................. Tai Ni Po Ni

5) Did you go to the beach? ................... Wai Yu So Tan

6) I bumped into a coffee table ............. Ai Bang Mai Ni

7) I think you need a face lift ............... Chin Tu Fat

8) It's very dark in here ................... Wao So Dim

9) I thought you were on a diet ............ Wai Yu Mun Ching?

10) This is a tow away zone ................. No Pah King

11) Our meeting is scheduled for next week ... Wai Yu Kum Nao?

12) Staying out of sight .................... Lei Ying Lo

13) He's cleaning his automobile ............ Wa Shing Ka

14) Your body odor is offensive ............. Yu Stin Ki Pu

LOLLLLZZZ!!

SPaceD OuTT!

Its a different kinda feeling....the way i felt so lost today...amongst a bunch of ppl i know! After not attending classes...today felt so different! i so miss the DRamsoc practices!
suddenly everything seems weird and changed!
Changed attitudes...changed expectations...changed friendships... it so cheezed me off...
but i guess its a phase... This too, shall pass...
The beautiful bitch called Life, is so difficult to fathom! The more i think of it,the more confused i become...i try to give up thinking...but it intrigues me more and more...and MORE!!!
People say we shouldn't expect much from others....but...stilll....
All i can Say is...

"iN the Enndddd...it Doesnt Even Matter!!"

Monday, November 07, 2005

A Reminder From The Past

found this piece of paper...i had scribbled something on it....

Your face appears before mine
And your eyes see right through me
When you say nothing at all
i hear your feelings beating in my heart
its a feeling so profound,
its a relationship i know, not time bound...
i feel at a loss of words
But there's so much to say
i can hear all what you wish you could say
When you say nothing at all...

Thursday, November 03, 2005

WordWisE!!

" The only thing Constant, is Change"

"Lose, as if you like it, Win as if you're used to it.."

"People are like stained glass windows; They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when Darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed Only if there's Light within."

"Life is travelled only ONCE and today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory. So enjoy every moment good or bad, 'coz the gift of Life, is Life itself."

"Because we're humans, we have temptations, and Because we're humans, we must learn to Overcome them."

"For every right that you cherish, you have a Duty which you must fulfill;
For every hope that you entertain, you have a Task that you must perform;
For every Good that you wish to preseerve, you will have to Sacrifice your Comfort and Ease."

"Never look into the mirror and say, 'Why me?' coz then, you'll never be able to say ' its me!' "

"Tragedy and Comedy are, but two aspects of what is Real; and whether we see the tragic or humorous, is a matter of Perspective."

" I've shut the door on Yesterday
And thrown the keys away-
Tomorrow holds no fear for me
Since i have found Today..."

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Lookin' Up at The Stars....

I got the much awaited break i needed from Life....this feeling of Rejunuvation gives me a new high...
was generally thinking about Life..last night...n i can sum it up in 3 words..(jus like Robert Frost did): "it goes on"....
Delhi faced 3 bombings yesterday-jus before Diwali...so many ppl have been killed, many more were injured and some have gone missing as well. One of the bombs went off at Sarojini Nagar- a shopper's stop...but again...yesterday couldnt stop the rise of a new "today" and people have gone out shopping again today...its jus a reminder- Life goes on...waits for none...(the bitch that she is!)

some weeks ago...the monotony of Life had jus gotten to me...and then, IIT kanpur happened and it came with an additional trip to Bangalore(which is the current fave haunt of the Rain God)!
Ten days of experiencing Heaven and Hell at the same time..had quite a blasst...

I so wanna post details of the trip, but it wouldnt be much fun without the pics...so tht will take some time...
There are some things(and some people) in our Lives that irritate us to the core most of the times...but without those things and people...Life seems so incomplete!!!

Monday, October 17, 2005

Sleep Eludes Me

Eyelids are so heavy
And i feel so drowsy...
Sleep eludes me
And thats making me go crazzy!!!!

there's so much to do
but laziness rules me
i wanna rest in deep slumber
"its been so many days since i slept..."
- i muse and at my wakefulness, i wonder!
but sleep eludes me
and thats making me go crazy!!!!

i dozed of while sitting today
and ofcourse i was laughed at
and to that incident now...i have nothinggggg to say!!
towards the bed i was headed
when i entered home...
but "pending assignments" gave me a nightmare!
Life!!! is juss not Fair!!!
Coz sleep eludes me
and thats making me Go crazzzyyy!!!!!

The phone commitments

The lengthy assignments
"one new msg: test tomorrow", my cell phone beeps
Whew!!! milessss n miless to go before i SLEEP!!!

Monday, October 10, 2005

FrOm BarisTA , WIth Love!!

As usual, Dramsoc practice failed to commence!! Most of the ppl were not there, n outta the few who were there, some had to go to "Gurgaon", some to meet "old buddies", n some also went for "blind dates" ( Vindyrulz will defff kill me)!! Bored ppl that we are, Akanksha n i decided to go to SDA...lil did i know that BOredom wd take flight n not return for the rest of the day!

we entered "Village Cafe"...and being the only two-females-together, we left as soon as we'd entered! The next stop was Barista...
M: lets sit in barista ...
A: no yaar...it's gonna be borrriing...
M: chal na... in any case we dont have a place to go where we can jus sit and talk
A:(reluctantly)...ok....

we ordered a Sandwich, and the guy apparently was verrry surprised...he went like : n NOTHING to drink?? now, akanksha n i felt a lil weird...but that's ok... u find weirdos EVERYWHERE! Later, we ordered a Cappuccino and the guy actually wrote, "hi akanksha" on it!(she hadnt even told him HER name whn she ordered) heheheheeh! ohk...lemme put it this way:

A sandwich:rupees 38
A cuppa cappuccino with "hi akanKsha" written on it :rupees 33
The look on her face when she saw it : PRICELESS!!!
(and the look tht the guy got after that, from us : HILARIOUS) *smile*smile*smile*

we met akanksha's colony friend over there who was friends with the Barista guy...a Surprising Revelation- tht guy had been noticing her for long n found out her name today...he kept looking our way....gawd! it was jus so damn funny at that time coz akanksha has an unbelievably LOUD voice...poor guy...my sympathies...(hehehehehehehe)

However...i dont like messing with the Apple much...so i stopped teasing her...but we laughed our way back to the IIT Campus!! :D

n yea...Akanksha, if u're reading this... yr idea of hitting SDA..needles to say..
jus made my day!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Thursday, October 06, 2005

I'm in Loveee.....

And finally i think i'm in Love............and everybody who already is, should jus listenn to this song....and fall in love over and over again.....
Thanks Nitin...for introducing me to Def Leppard!!!

"Walk away..if u want to...
its ok...if you need to...
You can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creepin' up beside you

chorus:
There's a magic runnin through your soul
But you can't have it all...(whatever u do)
i'll be two steps behind you...(wherever you go)
And i'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of precious time...
To Turn around...I'll be two steps behind...

Take the time to think about it
Jus walk the line, you know you jus can't fight it
Take a look around, you'll see what you can find
Like the fire burnin up inside me....

CHORUS"

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Random ExpressIonS!

We had a dramsoc practice again today- and as usual...i got up late! i was supposed to reach at 10...well- thats the time i got up!! And tht did not stop me from taking my own sweet time to get ready and have breakfast- though i had to make an effort to run wen i saw the silly 500 nearing the bus stop(its got a baddd frequency, or else i wd hv walked it)!!
well..as expected, most of the people had not turned up( GOD why?? why do they not realize that BITS,Pilani is not gonna be easy!!)

anyways...we (saloni, me, akanksha) were a lil unhappy with the way things are going...and its amazing what shopping can do to girls!!! it actually makes u feel better! it was suchha co-incidence! the 3 of us had individully planned to go to Lajpat Nagar...and it had been suchhhha long time since I, the Shopper, had shopped!

Its an amazing feeling- getting the t-shirt/skirt/kurta you really really want on half the price...What really made ME happy was the purchase of the book i've been wanting for agess...Angels and Demons, by Dan Brown. And unbelievably, i got it at suchha cheap price that writing it down here wont be fair to Mr. Brown!! Getting my "most wanted" book actually kickstarted my shopping!! Hehehehe!!! (.....and chicken momos served as an added treat to Shopping!! )

n now, during the vacations i jus hv 3 agendas on my list:
1. Sleeping
2. Reading Angels and Demons(am sure that wont take me too long)
3. Going for Dramsoc Practices
.....yea...about studying...hmmm....seems a lil difficult to squeeze it in somewhere in my busy schedule, but will try my best to... ;)

and yea..i shall keep blogging as well!! cheerzzz!!!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

A cuppa Coffee...With Sakshi

i have this friend
who totally drives me crazy...
Her name's Sakshi..
and to her antics...there's jus no end!

each morning at college
i meet her...usually having a Frappe
her fave haunt is Nescafe...
she says it "keeps her going"
Going where?-of that, i hv absolutely no knowledge!

in class, she's usually on the Phone
or passing notes
studying is something she totally loathes
and her comments...ah! she's suchhhaa funny bone!

when Sakshi comes to arguing,
one should jus run for cover
coz no matter how much fun she is...she has a verrryyy short temper
a temper, that may...well.. jus leave u crying!!

each day...its a ritual for her to call me
n when i provide her with that (rare) service
she makes sure she benefits to the utmost-for her, its a chance she jus cant miss
and thats how my day ends...so much torture...u see...(sorry sak...cdnt think of a better line)

no matter wat she does...
no matter wat she says...
i will the always the adore the sakshi's...(sorry?)....

EGGJACCTLY!!
hehehehe....


Monday, October 03, 2005

My Best ComPanioN!!

Anand inspired me to learn the guitar...yeah...thats the right word- INSPIRED.....
the way he played it...it seemed so easy- until i got my first real six string and played it till my fingers bled!! :))

jokes apart...really...today i can play the guitar- NOT like a pro...but it doesnt matter....
i wont ever forget that rainy Saturday afternoon-when he actually bunked college jus to come down to my place and teach me the basics...he was my first teacher- and the last! (n the best) :D

there were those times when he literally had a nervous breakdown coz of me irking him to the extent "n"....he almost gave up on me...until one day when the celestial conspiracy against me ended and his hopes were revived!!! hehehehe!!!

Andy has always been there whenever i needed him..(thanks for that buddy..altho u dont thank friends)....he's always been there to cheer me up when i've been in one of my worst moods....

.....and now...whenever i'm in those moods...there's my guitar...that reminds me of him..and here i am...SMILING again!!
( and andy,if u're reading this..stop smiling...i dint intend to send ya on Cloud No.9!! )

cheerrrzz!!!


N nOtHInG Else MAttErzzz

" Never cared for what they Say...
Never cared for games the Play...
Never cared for what they DO...
Never cared for what they Know...
.......And Nothing Else Matters......"

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Life..and People!

there's this email i received from a friend and i realised how very true it was...
so i thought i'd jus share it with u guys out there...

"People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.


When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a
need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a
difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you
physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like godsent,
and they are!

They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any
wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will
say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace,
or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must
build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is
to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. "

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

DUMPED!!!!

A soldier stationed in Afghanistan recently received a letter from his
girlfriend back home. It read as follows:

Dear Ricky,
I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is
just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice, since
you've been gone, and it's not fair to either of us.
I'm sorry.
Please return the picture of me that I sent to you.
Love, Becky..............

The soldier, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow soldiers for any
snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters or
ex-girlfriends.In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all
the other pictures of the pretty gals he had collected from his
buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope.... along with this note:

Dear Becky,
I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the hell you are.
Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me.
Take Care,
Ricky

Monday, August 15, 2005

Just for LaughSS

COUNTRY ECONOMICS


TRADITIONAL ECONOMICS
You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies and the
economy
grows.
You retire on the income.

INDIAN ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You worship them.

PAKISTAN ECONOMICS
You don't have any cows.
You claim that the Indian cows belong to you.
You ask the US for financial aid, China for military aid,
Britain
for
warplanes, Italy for machines, Germany for technology, France
for
submarines, Switzerland for loans, Russia for drugs and Japan
for
equipment. You buy the cows with all this and claim of
exploitation
by
the
world.

AMERICAN ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You sell one and force the other to produce the milk of four
>cows.
You
profess surprise when the cow drops dead.
You put the blame on some nation with cows & naturally that
nation
will
be
a danger to mankind.
You wage a war to save the world and grab the cows.

FRENCH ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You go on strike because you want three cows.

GERMAN ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You reengineer them so that they live for 100 years, eat once a
month
and
milk themselves.

BRITISH ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
They are both mad.

ITALIAN ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You don't know where they are. You break for lunch.

SWISS ECONOMICS
You have 5000 cows, none of which belong to you.
You charge others for storing them.

JAPANESE ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You redesign them so that they are one-tenth the size of an
ordinary
cow
and produce twenty times the milk.
You then create cute cartoon cow images called Cowkimon and
market
them
worldwide.

RUSSIAN ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You count them and learn you have five cows.
You count them again and learn you have 42 cows.
You count them again and learn you have 17 cows.
You give up counting and open another bottle of vodka.

CHINESE ECONOMICS
You have two cows.
You have 300 people milking them.
You claim full employment, high bovine productivity and arrest
anyone
reporting the actual numbers.

SRI LANKAN ECONOMICS
You have a cow and a bull,
you let the cow be president and the bull be prime minister
and let them blame each other for the state the country is in.


>Canadian Economics
>You have 500 cows
>you fear to do anythin with them
>because of the animal rights bastards.
>

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

nostalgia!

A whole year of college has passed- as i look back...all i can say is..."a year? already??!!"..school memories are still so fresh... i have this weird habit of trailing off from one story to another while talking to a friend( yea..i try not to...but its natural!) ...and when i am talking(which i do a lot) i tend to tell my college mates about everything that happened in school...
their reaction: "gawd! u remember each detail...we dont even remember thaat much abt our school.
MY reaction to their reaction: well...my school was different u c..;)....
school will always be a special- a very special part of my life...a place where i learnt how to dream and how to strive to make them a reality...!
So this post is totally dedicated to all SPS'ians...especially my own batch mates...coz SPS never witnessed a batch like ours.. :)